首先是我的形体 First, my contours.
轮廓 The outline.
别画得太急 Not too fast.
好好观察我 Take time to look at me.
看我的手臂怎么摆 See how my arms are placed.
我的手 My hands.
是谁把那幅画拿出来的? Who brought that painting out?
我从仓库拿的, 不该拿吗? From the stock. I shouldn't have?
不该 No.
是你画的吗? Did you paint it?
是 Yes.
很久以前 A long time ago.
这幅画叫什么? What's the title?
燃烧女子的画像 Portrait of a Lady on Fire.
我该往哪里走? Where do I go?
往前面的树直直走去 Head straight up to the trees.
我是玛莉安 I'm Marianne.
这里原本是会客室 It was a reception room.
我看它一直闲置着 I've never seen it used.
你来很久了吗? Have you been here long?
三年 Three years.
你喜欢这里吗? Do you like it here?
喜欢 Yes.
你把身子烘干吧 I'll let you get dry.
抱歉, 我自己动手了 Sorry, I helped myself.
我饿了 I was hungry.
有酒吗? Is there any wine?
有 Yes.
我可以好奇一下吗? May I be curious?
你家小姐是怎样的人? What is your young mistress like?
我跟她不熟 I don't know her well.
你都来三年了 You've been here three years.
她是几星期前才来的 She only arrived a few weeks ago.
从哪里来? Where from?
本笃会 The Benedictines.
她还俗了吗? Has she left holy orders?
他们把她带回来 They brought her home.
她姊姊死了 Her sister died.
原本要结婚的是她吗? She was the only one due to marry?
是因病身亡吗? Did disease take her?
不是 No.
你办得到吗? Will you manage it?
办得到什么? Manage what?
画她 To paint her.
这话怎么说? Why do you ask?
有另一位画家来过 Another painter was here.
他没画成 He wasn't able to.
是怎么回事? What happened?
我不知道 I don't know.
恐怕只有这一件了 I'm afraid it's the only one.
她还没有衣裙, 她都穿修道服 She has no dresses yet and wears her convent clothes.
她是金发吗? She has blond hair?
是 Yes.
那这一件行了 This will do.
认得吗? Do you recognize it?
是家父画的 My father painted it.
他早期的作品 One of his first.
是在米兰, 我婚前画的 It was Milan, before my marriage.
小女的求婚者是米兰人 My daughter's suitor is Milanese.
要是画像他喜欢, 我们就会过去 We'll go there if he likes the portrait.
你们会去的 You'll leave.
我必须告诉你 I have to tell you...
她之前把一位画家磨垮了 She wore out one painter before you.
方法很简单, 就是不让他画 In a very simple manner: she refused to pose.
他完全没见到她的脸 He never saw her face.
她为什么不肯被画? Why won't she be painted?
她不愿接受这段婚配 She refuses this marriage.
你画她不能让她知道 You must paint her without her knowing.
她以为你是陪她散步的女伴 She thinks you're a companion for walks.
她很开心 She's delighted.
她来了以后, 我就不让她出门 Since she arrived, I don't let her out.
为什么? Why not?
我对她姊姊不够留心 I wasn't wary enough with her sister.
她以为我要看顾她 She thinks I'll watch over her.
而你则要观察她 And you, observe her.
这样画她可行吗? Is painting her that way feasible?
比当女伴可行 More than being a companion.
那幅画像比我先到 The portrait arrived here before me.
我第一次走进这个房间 When I first entered this room,
发现自己面对着墙上自己的影像 I found myself facing my image hanging on the wall.
她在等我 She was waiting for me.
她等着要出门 She's waiting to go out.
进来 Come in.
告诉我, 之前那位小姐怎么了? Tell me, what happened to your mistress?
她是怎么死的? How did she die?
我们走在悬崖边 We were walking by the cliffs.
她在我身后突然消失 She was behind me and vanished.
我看见她摔得粉身碎骨 I saw her broken body below.
你有看见她坠崖吗? Did you see her fall?
没有 No.
我觉得她是跳崖 I think she jumped.
为什么这么想? Why do you think that?
她没惨叫 She didn't cry out.
我老早就梦想要这么做 I've dreamt of that for years.
死亡吗? Dying?
奔跑 Running.
一定要画出耳朵并仔细研究耳廓 One must show the ear and study its cartilage closely,
即使被头发遮住也一样 even if covered with hair.
色泽必须温润而有透明感 It must be of a warm and transparent hue,
除了总是存在感强烈的耳道 except for the hole, which is always strong.
即使向光, 色调也要略逊于脸颊 Its tone, even in light, must yield to the cheek,
脸颊比较重要 which is more prominent.
你有带书来吗? Did you bring a book?
有 Yes.
可以借我吗? May I borrow it?
我去拿 I'll fetch it.
谢谢你 Thank you.
你睡在这里真怪 It's odd you sleep here.
小姐... Miss...
小姐 Miss!
她在等了 She's waiting.
-她在楼下吗? -对 -Is she downstairs? -Yes
我得帮你蒙脸 I must cover you up.
风很大 It's windy.
我想下水 I'd like to bathe.
等风浪较平静的日子 On a calmer day.
好 Yes.
你会待多久? How long will you stay?
再六天 Six more days.
你会游泳吗? Do you swim?
我不知道 I don't know.
要是不会就太危险了 It's too dangerous if you don't.
我可能会, 只是不确定 I meant, I don't know if I can swim.
今天还好吗? How was your day?
很难办 Difficult.
她总是走在我前面 She always stays ahead of me
还独自走在沙滩上 and walks alone on the beach.
你开始作画了吗? Have you started painting?
还没 Not yet.
我还没见过她笑 I haven't even seen her smile.
你有逗过她吗? Have you tried to be funny?
没绣完吗? Is it unfinished?
我姊姊绣到一半 My sister was embroidering it.
你觉得她想死吗? Do you think she wanted to die?
你是第一个敢这么问的人 You're the first person unafraid to ask that.
除了你吗? Apart from you?
我没问出口, 不过没错 Not out loud. But yes.
她在最后的来信里道歉 In her last letter, she apologized.
没头没脑的 For no reason.
她会为什么事道歉? What could she be apologizing for?
让我承接她的命运 For leaving me her fate.
你讲得好像很糟糕 You make it sound terrible.
你对我的婚配知道什么? What do you know of my marriage?
你要嫁给一位米兰绅士, 就这样 You're to wed a Milanese gentleman, that's all.
我也只知道这些 That's all I know too.
明白我的忧虑了吧? You see why it worries me.
如果这么说的话 Put that way, yes.
我是照实说 I put it the way it is.
你宁愿留在修道院吗? You'd rather have stayed in the convent?
那种生活有它的好处 It's a life that has advantages.
院内有图书馆 There's a library.
可以唱歌或听音乐 You can sing or hear music.
而且平等的感觉很好 And equality is a pleasant feeling.
我觉得修道院很不公平 I found the convent unjust.
我初领圣餐后就不去了 I left after my fist communion.
我在笔记本空白处画画就被罚 They punished me for drawing in my notebooks' margins.
你会画画? You draw?
对, 一点点 Yes. A little.
你呢? 什么时候要结婚? What about you? When will you marry?
我不见得会结 I don't know if I will.
-你不必结吗? -不必 -You don't have to? -No.
我会继承我父亲的事业 I'll take over my father's business.
你能选择, 所以不懂我 You can choose. That's why you don't understand me.
我懂你 I understand you.
这几天过得怎样? How are your days?
我们都晚归, 没什么光线能作业 We return late and I have little light to work.
我明天下午把她留在这里 I'll keep here here tomorrow afternoon.
你就可以有进度了 You'll be free to make progress.
也许你应该准许她独自外出 Perhaps you could allow her to go out alone.
别担心, 她不伤心, 只是很生气 Fear not. She isn't sad, but angry.
你当我不懂她的怒气吗? You think I don't know her anger?
我太懂了 I know it well.
是, 我也懂 Yes, I know it too.
你在哪里学的义语? Where did you learn Italian?
米兰 In Milan.
米兰你熟? You know Milan?
我巴不得赶快回去 I can't wait to go back.
我二十年没回去了 I haven't gone back in 20 years.
告诉她米兰很美丽 Tell her Milan is beautiful.
生活也会比较惬意 And that life will be sweeter.
她不太搭理我 She doesn't talk much to me.
我非一心想把她嫁给当地仕绅 I'm not marrying her to the local gentry.
而是... I'm trying
想带她到别的地方 to take her elsewhere.
她在那里比较不会烦闷 She'll be less bored there.
你也一样 And you too.
的确, 有何不可? Indeed. Why not?
我会与你一同启程 I'll leave for the coast at the same time as you.
要是你不必回巴黎 If you don't have to return to Paris,
我有一位朋友想要画肖像画 I have a friend who'd like her portrait done.
谢谢你 Thank you.
这差事可不容易 It won't be easy.
我朋友长得特别丑 My friend is particularly ugly.
她很丑 She's very ugly.
你让我笑了 You've made me laugh.
我好几年没笑过了 It's ages since that happened.
我什么也没做 I didn't do anything.
有你在 You're here.
两个人才好笑得起来 It takes two to be funny.
玛莉安? Marianne?
你有菸吗? Do you have tobacco?
有 Yes.
你母亲明天会让你单独出门 Your mother will let you go out alone tomorrow.
你可以自由了 You'll be free.
自由就是一个人吗? Being free is being alone?
你不认为吗? You don't think so?
明天告诉你 I'll tell you tomorrow.
我会去望弥撒 I'll go to mass.
去领圣餐吗? To receive Communion?
我想听音乐 I want to hear music.
风琴演奏很优美却单调 Organ music is pretty but bleak.
我只听过风琴 It's all I know.
你没听过交响乐吗? You've never heard an orchestra?
没有 No.
你有吗? Have you?
跟我说说看 Tell me about it.
音乐并不容易言传 It's not easy to relate music.
这是什么? What is it?
我喜爱的一首曲子 A piece that I love.
轻快吗? Is it merry?
不轻快, 但是很生动 Not merry, but it's lively.
内容描述风雨欲来 It's about a coming storm.
昆虫感觉到了 The insects sense it.
开始躁动 They become agitated.
然后风雨爆发 Then the storm brakes.
闪电狂风交加 With lightning and the wind.
我不记得了 I can't remember it...
你以后会听完的 米兰是音乐之都 You'll hear the rest. Milan is a city of music.
那我可等不及了 Then I can't wait for Milan.
我的意思是也会有好事 I'm saying there will be good things.
你的意思是我偶尔... You're saying that, now and then,
会得到慰藉 I'll be consoled.
弥撒怎么样? How was mass?
你看起来很开心 You look cheerful.
我唱了很多歌 I sang a lot.
你要离开我了吗? Are you leaving me already?
是的 Yes.
你明天要一起出门吗? Will you come out tomorrow?
会 Yes.
我独处时感受到你说的自由 In solitude, I felt the liberty you spoke of.
却也感受到你不在 But I also felt your absence.
画像完成了 The portrait is finished.
你满意吗? Are you happy with it?
我想是的 I think so.
我们去看看吧 Let's go to see it.
我有个不情之请 May I ask a favour?
你说 Go on.
我想先给她看 I'd like to show her first.
并说出我的真实身分 And tell her the truth myself.
我明白 I understand.
她非常喜欢你 She's very fond of you.
你怎么知道? How do you know?
她会聊起你 She talks about you.
艾洛伊兹 Héloïse
我有件事要告诉你 I must tell you something.
我是画家 I'm a painter.
我来这里画你 I came here to paint you.
我已经完成你的画像 I've finished your portrait.
难怪你赞扬流亡的魅力 I see now why you praised the charms of exile.
你感到歉疚 You felt guilty.
你要离开了吗? Are you leaving?
今天稍晚, 与你母亲同行 Later today. With your mother.
那我今天就要下水 Then I shall bathe today.
怎么样, 你会游泳吗? Well, can you swim?
我还是搞不清楚 I still don't know if I can.
你有看见吗? Did you see me?
你会漂浮 You can float.
回去吧 Let's go back.
难怪你有那些眼神 It explains all your looks.
你不说话吗? You're saying nothing?
那是我吗? Is that me?
是啊 Yes.
你那样看我吗? Is that how you see me?
不只是我 It's not only me.
什么叫不只是你? What do you mean, not only you?
肖像画有通则、惯用手法、概念 There are rules, conventions, ideas.
你是指没有生命? You mean there's no life?
没有存在感? No presence?
存在感只是浮光掠影, 缺乏真实 Your presence is made up of fleeting moments that may lack truth.
并非事事稍纵即逝 Not everything is fleeting.
有些感受很深刻 Some feelings are deep.
这幅画跟我有距离感 The fact it isn't close to me,
这个我能理解 that I can understand.
但跟你也有, 我就觉得悲哀 But I find it sad it isn't close to you.
你怎么知道它跟我有距离感? How do you know it isn't close to me?
我都不知道你是艺评家 I didn't know you were an art critic.
我也不知道你是画家 I didn't know you were a painter.
我去找我妈来 I'll fetch my mother.
画得不够好, 我会重画 It wasn't good enough. I'll start again.
你在开玩笑吧 You're joking.
很抱歉 I'm sorry.
结果并不理想 It wasn't satisfactory.
那就是你能力不足 You're incompetent then.
你可以走了 You can leave.
她要留下来 She's staying.
我摆姿势给她画 I'll pose for her.
真的吗? Really?
真的 Yes.
为什么? Why?
对你有什么差别? What does it change for you?
没有 Nothing.
我会离开五天 I'll be away five days.
等我回来, 画要完成 When I return, it will be finished.
由我决定, 不是你 And I decide, not you.
明白吗? Understood?
像小时候那样跟我说再见 Say goodbye like when you were little.
坐下 Sit down.
胸口转向我 Turn your chest towards me.
再多一点 A little more.
头稍微转过去 Turn your head slightly.
手臂放上来 Rest your arm here.
-不是这样, 让我来 -好 Not like that. May I?
把手握住 Take your hand.
换过来... The other way.
这样 Like this.
-这样坐舒服吗? -舒服 -Are you comfortable? -Yes.
可以维持这个姿势吗? Can you hold this position?
可以 Yes.
看着我 Look at me.
热敷会比较舒服 The heat will do you good.
樱桃籽能抑制经痛 The cherrystones hold it in.
谢谢你 Thank you.
我通常都会准备好 I usually have one ready,
但我最近都没来 but I haven't had my monthlies.
不只一个月? More than once?
三个月 Three times.
这是第一次吗? Is this the first time?
对 Yes.
你想要小孩吗? Do you want a child?
不想 No.
我在等夫人离开好去处理 I was waiting for Madam to leave to see to it.
我不行了 I can't.
再跑一下 A little more.
我跑不动了 I can't go on.
不行 No.
不能开花 It mustn't be in flower.
熬好了 It's ready.
喝这样够吗? Will it be enough?
等着看吧 We'll see.
你经历过吗? Has it happened to you?
有 Yes.
你体验过爱 You've known love.
对 Yes.
怎么样? What is it like?
很难说 It's hard to say.
我是指感觉如何? I mean, how does it feel?
我没办法让你微笑 I can't make you smile.
感觉做到了, 它就消失了 I feel I do it and then it vanishes.
愤怒总会突显出来 Anger always comes to the fore.
你绝对是 Definitely with you.
我无意伤害你 I didn't mean to hurt you.
你没有伤到我 You haven't hurt me.
我有, 我看得出来 I have, I can tell.
当你动摇时, 就会有那个手势 When you're moved, you do this with your hand.
是吗? Really?
对 Yes.
当你窘迫时 And when you're embarrassed,
你就咬嘴唇 you bit your lips.
当你气恼时 And when you're annoyed,
你就不眨眼 you don't blink.
你都知道 You know it all.
请见谅, 我可不想处于你的立场 Forgive me, I'd hate to be in your place.
我们的立场相同 We're in the same place.
一模一样 Exactly the same place.
过来 Come here.
来啊 Come.
站近一点 Step closer.
你看 Look.
如果你看着我 If you look at me,
那我看着谁? who do I look at?
当你语塞时, 你就摸额头 When you don't know what to say, you touch your forehead.
当你失去冷静, 你就挑眉 When you lose control, you raise your eyebrows.
当你感到困扰 And when you're troubled,
你就用嘴巴呼吸 you breathe through your mouth.
-我没碰 -我赢了 -I didn't touch! -I win.
我赢了 I win.
你碰了 You touched it.
专心一点 Try to concentrate.
该你 Your turn.
你作弊 You're cheating.
我不是作弊, 是玩得很快 I'm not cheating, I play fast.
继续 Go on.
2 Two.
-两张牌 -2 -Two cards. -Two.
两张6 Two sixes.
-我赢了 -是你赢了 -I win. -You win, yes.
该你 Your turn.
不, 继续 No, go on.
继续 Go on.
把喉咙露出来 Uncover your throat.
多一点 More.
你有考虑到我未来的夫婿 You have my future husband in mind.
你也画裸体模特儿吗? Do you paint nude models too?
女的有 Women, yes.
为什么男的没有? Why not men?
因为不被允许 I'm not allowed to.
为什么? Why not?
因为我是女人 Because I'm a woman.
是体统的问题吗? Is it a matter of modesty?
主要是想阻碍我们女人创作出杰作 It's mostly to prevent us from doing great art.
对男体构造没概念 就碰不了重要题材 Without any notion of male anatomy, the major subjects escape us.
那你怎么办? How do you manage?
我都偷偷画 I do it in secret.
那是被容许的 It's tolerated.
你都说什么... What do you tell your models
来逗模特儿开心? to amuse them?
-你无聊了吗? -没有 -Are you bored? -No.
我是对你有兴趣 I'm interested in you.
你今天的气色真棒 Your complexion is remarkable today.
你非常优雅 You're very elegant.
你真会摆姿势 You pose beautifully.
你真美 You're pretty.
我都说这些 That's what I tell them.
然后以七弦琴伴奏, 他唱道 Then, striking the lyre to accompany his words, he sang,
掌管凡人落入之冥界的诸神啊 Oh, Gods of the Underworld
掌管凡人落入之冥界的诸神啊 to which all mortals descend,
我来此找寻我的妻子 I am here to seek my wife.
她踩到的一尾毒蛇 A viper that she trod on
毒害了她, 使她香消玉殒 poised her and robbed her of her youth.
我恳求您 I beseech you,
将尤丽迪丝的早逝一笔勾消 unravel the thread of Eurydice's early demise.
一切都将归于你 All will be yours.
我们都将来此 We all end up here.
这里是我们最后的居所 This is our final abode.
你支配着人类 You reign over the human race.
在她寿终正寝以后 After living out her fair span of years,
她将是你的 she will be yours.
要是命运三女神不肯帮这个忙 If the fates refuse my wife this favour,
我也决心不回去了 I am determined not to return.
你能够以我俩的死为乐 You may delight in both our deaths.
-很有说服力 -没错 -He's convincing. -Very.
希望他们会答应 I hope they say yes.
然后, 破天荒头一遭 Then, for the first time,
被他说动的复仇三女神 tears wet the cheeks of the Eumenides,
流泪湿了脸颊 won over by his words.
冥王的新娘 Neither the king's bride,
与冥府的统治者都无法拒绝他 nor the ruler of Hades could resist his prayer.
他们传来尤丽迪丝 They sent for Eurydice.
她就在新来的鬼魂当中 She was there, among the recent spirits,
她走上前, 因受伤而跛行 and approached, limping from her wound.
她被交还给奥菲斯, 但有个条件 She was returned to Orpheus on condition
他不能回头看, 直到出去 that he would not look back until outside
否则恩惠将化为乌有 or the favour would be void.
他们一语不发, 爬上一个斜坡 In deep silence, they took a sloping path,
既陡又黑暗 steep and dark,
笼罩在浓雾中 shrouded in thick mist.
他们已经接近地面 They were nearing the surface,
就要来到出口时 approaching the threshold, when...
害怕失去尤丽迪丝又急着见她 fearing losing Eurydice and impatient to see her,
她深情的配偶转了身 her loving spouse turned
结果她立刻被拉了回去 and she was instantly drawn back.
她伸手要他拥抱 She reached out for his embrace
也想抱住他 and wished to hold him.
可怜的双手只抓住了空气 Her poor hands clutched only the empty air.
再一次死去 Dying a second time,
她毫无怨言 she did not complain.
他唯一的过错就是爱她 His sole fault was loving her.
太糟糕了 That's horrible.
她好可怜, 他为何转身? Poor woman. Why did he turn?
叫他别转还转, 莫名其妙 He was told not to but did, for no reason.
是有原因的 There are reasons.
你觉得有吗? You think so?
再念一遍 Read it again.
他们已经接近地面, 就要来到出口时 They were nearing the surface, approaching the threshold,
害怕失去尤丽迪丝又急着见她 when, fearing losing Eurydice and impatient to see her,
她深情的配偶转了身 her loving spouse turned.
不, 他不可能因为怕失去而看她 No, he can't look at her for fear of losing her.
那不成理由, 明明就叫他别回头 That's no reason. He was told not to do that.
他爱得痴狂, 他忍不住 He's madly in love. He can't resist.
苏菲讲得有道理 I think Sophie has a point.
他可以忍住, 他的理由并不重大 He could resist. His reasons aren't serious.
也许他是做了选择 Perhaps he makes a choice.
什么选择? What choice?
他选择回忆她, 所以才转身 He chooses the memory of her. That's why he turns.
这并非情人的选择, 而是诗人的 He doesn't make the lover's choice, but the poet's.
她说出最后的道别 She spoke a last farewell
几乎没传到他耳中 that scarcely reached his ears
便重新落入无尽深渊 and fell back into the abyss.
也许是她说了 Perhaps she was the one who said,
转过来 Turn around.
她说我还是有孕 要我两天后再来 She says I'm still pregnant and to come back in two days.
我陪你来 I'll come with you.
艾洛伊兹呢? What about Héloïse
她不舒服, 不想吃晚餐 She isn't well. She doesn't want dinner.
我以为你被吓跑了 I thought you had been scared off.
你没想错 You were right.
我是害怕 I am scared.
恋人们都觉得自己是创造者吗? Do all lovers feel they're inventing something?
我认得这些手势 I know the gestures.
我在等你时都想像过了 I imagined it all, waiting for you.
你梦见我? You dreamt of me?
不是 No.
是想着你 I thought of you.
你不想去了吗? You don't want to come anymore?
来了 I'm coming.
起来吧 Get up.
等等 Wait.
行了 That's good.
躺下 Lie down.
腿抬起来 Lift your legs.
行了 There.
谢谢你 Thank you.
深呼吸 Deep breaths.
看着 Look.
你睡吧 Go to bed.
我会照顾她 I'll watch over her.
我不想睡 I don't want to go to bed.
苏菲? Sophie?
你睡着了吗? Are you asleep?
没有 No.
能起身吗? Can you get up?
扶她起来 Help her.
去拿画具 Get your things.
我们要画画 We're going to paint.
苏菲 Sophie...
过来 Come here.
坐下 Sit down.
过来一点 Come closer.
躺下 Lie down.
看着她 Look at her.
背稍微弯下去 Arch your back a little.
苏菲 Sophie...
把头打直 Straighten your head.
对了 Yes.
别这样 Stop that.
怎样? What?
像现在这样 What you're doing.
正经一点 Be serious.
不要动 Keep still.
我跟野宴上的女人买的 I bought it from a woman at the feast.
是一种植物 It's a plant.
她说能让人飞 She said it makes you fly.
你试过吗? Have you ever tried it?
从来没有 Never.
想试吗? Do you want to?
现在吗? Now?
她说时间会变长 She said it makes time last longer.
你的眼睛 Your eyes.
你得喝水 You have to drink.
这一次我喜欢 This time, I like it.
也许因为我比较了解你了 Perhaps because I know you better.
也许是我改变了 Perhaps I've changed.
也许吧 Perhaps.
你毁掉上一幅画不是为我 You didn't destroy the last one for me.
你是为自己 You did it for you.
这一幅我也想毁掉 I'd like to destroy this one too.
为什么? Why?
交件就要把你交给别人 Through it, I give you to another.
真差劲 It's terrible.
你稍微拥有我就怨起我来 Now you possess me a little, you bear me a grudge.
-我没有 -你有 -I don't. -You do.
你知道你有 You know you do.
你没站在我这边 You're not on my side now.
你为我接下来的婚配而怪我 You blame me for what comes next. My marriage.
你不支持我 You don't support me.
你说得没错 You're right.
说吧 Go on.
说出你心头的烦扰 Say what burdens your heart.
我以为你更勇敢 I believed you braver.
我也以为你更勇敢 I believed you braver too.
原来是这样 That's it then.
你觉得我唯命是从 You find me docile.
更糟的是... Worse...
你想像我也是共谋 You imagine I'm collusive.
你想像我从中获得喜悦 You imagine my pleasure.
那样才不会抱有希望 It's a way of avoiding hope.
如果你能安心, 乐不乐意随你去想 Imagine me happy or unhappy if that reassures you.
但不要想像我有过错 But do not imagine me guilty.
你希望我能抗拒 You'd prefer me to resist.
对 Yes.
你在要求我抗拒吗? Are you asking me to?
回答我 Answer me.
不是 No.
有见到艾洛伊兹吗? Have you seen Héloïse
没有, 她不在房里 No. She isn't in her room.
刚才接到消息 We've had news.
夫人明天回来 Madam returns tomorrow.
很好 Very well.
你会准备好吗? Will you be ready?
会 Yes.
原谅我 Forgive me.
你母亲明天回来 Your mother returns tomorrow.
过来 Come here.
来我旁边 With me.
什么时候知道完成了? When do we know it's finished?
到时自然会停笔 At one point, we stop.
完成了 Finished.
那是画给谁的? Who is that for?
给我的 For me.
你能无穷尽的复制那幅画 You can reproduce that image to infinity.
对 Yes.
过一阵子以后 After a while,
当你想起我 you'll see her
你就看看她 when you think of me.
我却没有你的画像 I'll have no image of you.
你想要我的画像吗? Do you want an image of me?
想要 Yes.
什么样子? Which one?
这个样子 That one.
把你的书给我 Give me your book.
说一个数字 Give me a figure.
28 28
你的眼睛闭起来了 Your eyes are closing.
不要睡着... Don't go to sleep.
我有了新的感受 I feel something new.
是什么? What?
后悔 Regret.
不要后悔 Don't regret.
要记住 Remember.
我会记得你在厨房里睡着 I'll remember when you fell asleep in the kitchen.
我会记得... I'll remember...
你被我赢牌时... your dark look
阴沉的表情 when I beat you at cards.
我会记得你第一次大笑 I'll remember the first time you laughed.
你拖了一阵子才逗我 You took your time being funny.
的确 That's true.
我浪费了时间 I wasted time.
我也浪费了时间 I wasted time too.
我会记得第一次想亲你的时候 I'll remember the first time I wanted to kiss you.
是什么时候? When was that?
你没发现吗? You didn't notice?
在野宴的篝火旁 At the feast around the bonfire.
那次也想亲你 I wanted to, yes.
但那不是第一次 But that wasn't the first time.
告诉我 Tell me.
不, 你告诉我 No, you tell me.
当你问我是否体验过爱 When you asked if I had known love.
我能感到答案是肯定的 I could tell the answer was yes.
就是现在 And that it was now.
我记得 I remember.
早安 Good morning.
他们来了 They're here.
非常好 Very good.
收下吧 For you.
谢谢你 Thank you.
艾洛伊兹 Héloïse
跟我来 Come with me.
等一下 In a minute.
不, 现在 No, now.
我有礼物要给你 I have a gift for you.
我就在这里道别了 I'll say goodbye here.
再见 Goodbye.
一路平安 Have a safe journey.
转过来 Turn around.
你把我画得好哀伤 You've made me look so sad.
你是啊 You were.
已经不会了 I'm not anymore.
我第一次再见到她 I saw her again a first time.
你在顾画吗? Are you standing guard?
我在观察反应 I'm observing reactions.
想知道我的吗? Do you want mine?
这幅奥菲斯太出色了 This Orpheus is excellent.
令尊状态极佳 Your father is in shape.
这是我的画, 我以他的名义参展 It's my painting. I submitted it in his name.
他通常都画他转身之前 Usually, he's portrayed before he turns
或之后尤丽迪丝死时 or after, as Eurydice dies.
这幅画里他们彷佛在道别 Here, they seem to be saying goodbye.
我又见到她最后一次 I saw her one last time.
她没看见我 She didn't see me.